Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Monday, December 29, 2008
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Monday, December 15, 2008
Some Stuff
Monday, December 8, 2008
Saturday, December 6, 2008
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Friday, November 14, 2008
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Friday, November 7, 2008
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Running into you would be very nice right now, I think you'd like my little preppy outfit. Although my feet do stink but when do they ever smell good? In case you want a visual image, I'm wearing my Nikes, Abercrombie Sweater, and Khaki Cargo shorts (they're also from abercrombie, I know - I'm a baller!!). I packed up my lunch this morning and thought of you. It consists of Salad with turkey and sriracha, grapes, 2 turkey sands, pretzels, chips, water with lime, and granola bars. My backpack is filled to the top and I feel like such a dork. It just makes me think of you and how much you'd laugh (in a good way) at how funny I am (I'm funny right?!!).
Sunday, October 26, 2008
i feel empty but like its not real. i feel i wont be able to handle this. i feel surprised how much I cried. i am crying. i will cry. I feel sad everytime i see a picture. I put away the pictures, letters, cards in my house. I bundled up his clothes and his guitar. my stomach hurts and my heart, early this morning, literally i think broke inhalf. i know thats not just a saying anymore. my heart is broken and i dont give a fuck who reads this because it doesn't matter. this is mine and i can say what i want. my mind feels high off too little air im breathing. also my phone fell in the toilet. but i think its working now. we dated for exactly 3 years, today is our 3 year anniversary but it we broke it off at about 4:30 this morning. i'm so so scared. i'm just floored and sad. i hope i do not hibernate, i hope i keep friends. please help me keep my friends. everything is fucked and i can't think about anything without thinking about joe. its always been that way. wishing joe were there to share something with me. and now its done and we have to grow separately. i just hope i can grow, i hope i let myself grow in a way thats good for me. i cant believe i'm writing this. oh well, its my journal. if you read this, just bring it up to me. dont beat around the bush. good morning.
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Friday, October 24, 2008
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