10:04am

"Life is so wonderful and I am so happy to believe.  I am happy to be a conscious, living entity.  I am happy that I am able to feel sad, happy, angry, and all the other emotions.  Another thing that makes me happy is that I feel a connection between us.  That is something I cannot wrap my head around, much like I cannot wrap my head around the thought of there being an actual God.  I will admit, the love we share is greater than the both of us.  It is a strange force that exists, somehow.  I take great comfort in knowing that what my body contains is more than just flesh and blood.  Sometimes I wonder why I am so cynical and full of so much anger.  Every day I try to remind myself how beautiful other people are, even if they are so different from me.  When I say that all I want is for there to be universal kindness, I mean that!  I have such happy thoughts, where everyone gets along.  There is no hate.  Ahh...I feel so cliche...typical...but I really mean it!  Right now, the rain is falling.  It is wonderful, absolutely wonderful.  It's 11:39 and I feel great, the soft breeze coming through my window is very pleasant.  Thunder..I just heard thunder.  I cannot remember the last time I heard thunder."